What does a friend mean to you? Look at the person in this picture. Soft brown eyes, mischievous smile, a go getter look on her face. She is a mother. A fun mom who gets on the level of her teen, a daughter that counts on her and loves her so. Shawna has Pulmonary Fibrosis. She loves laughing, helping her friends smile, her baby dogs, her beautiful daughter, music, the beach, crocheting, geeking out and life.
Since my husband was diagnosed with this disease at age 49 and passed away from it in 2011, I know this is nothing to play with. There are many (as many as breast cancer) that pass away from it every year in the United States. Health care is difficult, even when there is is cure, because of finances many cannot afford to live. In this case, the only cure, and it is not guaranteed, is a lung transplant.
I have been blessed to know Shawna, and now, she has made the huge decision to pursue this operation. It takes a lot. Bravery, Acceptance, Flexibility, and Finance. Let's not forget Hope. Can you imagine, putting your whole life out there for everyone to see, with the hopes of raising some money just so you can, live, Breathe?
https://www.gofundme.com/shawna-fetterolf-medical-fund?fbclid=IwAR3VyHnYdxrxNbvoyeqSkv_wGFyGjPHqF3q9SLfY-2ACRuUlXFtvdACo9e8https://www.gofundme.com/shawna-fetterolf-medical-fund?fbclid=IwAR1_RaAIb2INj5-0-ag769y6DJjxN47YG5bF_ju7P880cSItd4aAQEzoPn8
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Sunday, November 22, 2015
Amazing Gift ~Written By Pamela De Loach
You know that moment in the morning before you are fully awake; I listen to my lungs - what a miracle! I can take a deep breath in and realize I can feel the air going in and filling up my lungs and then I can blow out my breath slowly. What an amazing gift!!!!!! Little over four years ago, I was fighting for every breath due to idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis (IPF). Today is my fourth lung anniversary and, as always, my donor is my hero. Today I think of their family and I hope they realize what an amazing person their loved one was and the fact they saved my life and perhaps the lives of others. What a gift they gave my family!! It’s still sad to think they left our world but left behind amazing gifts and allow others to live on. The best way you could help me celebrate this anniversary is make sure you are a donor. My family, doctors and friends are my greatest support system. Thank you all.
~Pamela De Loach
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Sunday, October 18, 2015
Pulmonary Fibrosis Patient and Caregiver Map
If you or someone you love has Pulmonary Fibrosis, you may have felt somewhat isolated as this is considered a rare-disease. A map has been formed to help assist in connecting both patients and caregivers, alike. Please check out this valuable tool. ~Breathing
to go there directly, click https://www.google.com/maps/d/viewer?mid=zW_u6xjtaZtI.k2cqDBhhYmqs
Thursday, September 24, 2015
Keep On Keeping On! ~Written By: Denise Queen-Sackinger
On this day, 7 years ago I underwent an
open lung biopsy because a pulmonologist assigned to me a month earlier while I
was in the hospital with double pneumonia didn't like what he saw on my x-rays.
And the rest, as they say, is history!
Like most diagnosed with this mess, I had been seeing my PC doc
for over 2 years about a chronic cough. Like most, I had never heard of IPF.
Like most, I was scared out of my mind when I got the results of the biopsy.
But here I am, 7 years and still stable. I sleep with O2 and use it with
exertion. I had to quit working 2-1/2 years ago due to the high stress job and
the bone degeneration caused by Prednisone. But, I've beat the statistical odds
and for that, I am grateful. My 1st grand daughter was 3 days old on this day 7
years ago. I was sure I would not see her walk, much less be the young gymnast
she is. I went to her 7th birthday party this past Saturday and best of all, I
have 3 more grand daughters; her baby sister and her 2 cousins. I am blessed.
It's not lost on me that September is
the month I was diagnosed and it is PF Awareness month. The year after I found
out about this disease there was a PF Awareness WEEK. We are making progress!
I've met some great people on FB the past 7 years. I've made life-long friends;
most I'll never meet. I've lost far too many. If you have the energy to be an
active advocate for PF, I applaud you. If you are at a point where you can only
tell one person, one PF fact, I applaud you. Love,
peace and happiness.
“Keep on
Keeping On!" Written By: Denise Queen-Sackinger
**Thank You Denise, for allowing me to share your experience. You're spirit is amazing and may you have many more blessings to come! ~Breathing
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Saturday, February 28, 2015
5 Things Every Person Living with a rare disease understands ~Written By: Rachel Wilson
5 Things Every Person Living with a Rare Disease Understands
Most people have heard the term “rare disease” but far fewer can name a rare disease let alone imagine what life might be like for those who have one. When it comes to rare diseases, including rare pituitary diseases like Cushing’s disease and acromegaly, what’s truly rare is the kind of public awareness and understanding that people with a rare disease truly deserve.
Rare Disease Day, which falls on February 28, aims to spread awareness about these conditions and the impact they have on patients’ lives.
How rare is “rare?” On one hand, people with a specific rare disease are statistically few and far between – in the U.S., a disease is considered rare if it is believed to affect fewer than 200,000 Americans. In the UK, a disease is considered rare if it affects fewer than 50,000. On the other hand, there are over 6,800 such diseases, according to the U.S. National Institutes of Health (NIH), so for something considered “rare” there sure are a lot of them.
In support of the rare disease community, Novartis will be launching an educational initiative called “A Day in My Shoes” which aims to tell the stories of people living with acromegaly. We spoke to several individuals for this post, and, as part of this effort to educate, they shared five things almost every person living with a rare diseases knows:
- Getting properly diagnosed is one of the biggest challenges. Rare diseases are so rare that the symptoms are often misunderstood and as a result, people with rare diseases often spend years trying to get properly diagnosed. In the case of acromegaly, getting a correct diagnosis can take anywhere from six to 10 years and for Cushing’s disease, it can take about six years on average. By the time they’re diagnosed, many patients are just relieved just to put a name to their symptoms.
- Your friends may know about your diagnosis, but only a few gems will really get what a chronic illness is or what it means. Many people are so uninformed about rare diseases that they expect your rare disease to clear up like a lingering flu. Blogger Rachel Wilson has Cushing’s disease, an endocrine disorder caused by a noncancerous pituitary tumor which ultimately leads to excess cortisol in the body. “There’s not a lot of empathy,” she notes. “Even some people that know me kind of get annoyed. ‘You’re sick again?’ or ‘What do you mean you can’t walk with us? But you walked last week!’”
- You choose whom to tell very, very carefully. Most people living with rare diseases agree that once a diagnosis is public knowledge, people treat you differently. “I want them to know I have serious health issues but… I don’t want people to look at me like I’m disabled,” Rachel explains. There’s a paradox that patients face – wanting to tell but knowing that the people they tell are likely not to truly understand without a lot of effort on their part to explain…and then still, they probably won’t get it like they do with more widely known diseases such as cancer or multiple sclerosis.
- Rare disease patients often play a large role in educating their doctors. Rare diseases aren’t just rare to the general public, they’re often rare to the physicians who treat them, even specialists. You’ve tried what seems like every available treatment, read medical journals, and done your own research. With all this, plus just living with the condition, you are the world’s foremost expert on how your rare disease affects you.
- People will try to cure you. Not just your doctors. Everyone. Your Aunt Sally swears by a green smoothie and its healing properties. Your son’s third grade teacher has these supplements you simply have to try. “Everyone knows everything about anything,” is how Rachel puts it. “People like to diagnose you, or treat you, or, since they heard about this on a TV show, they know it’s not as bad as you make it out to be.” Many rare disease patients feel that people equate “rare” to “not really understood by the medical community.”
And while some of these realities for people living with a rare disease may indicate that they want both privacy and just to be treated like everyone else, most are strong advocates for public education efforts. Cushingstories.com co-founder Rae Collins notes, “Educating was key. To help others understand the disease, for me to understand it more, to help doctors even understand what I was going through. The more people who understood in my life, the better it became to me.”
Check out Novartis’ The Voices of Acromegaly and Voices of Cushing’s disease, a three-part video series that feature advocates, caregivers and people living with rare diseases on the Novartis Rare Disease YouTube Playlist.
For additional information on rare diseases and Rare Disease Day, visit Rare Diseases: More Common Than You Think? or the Rare Disease Day 2015 website.
Monday, November 24, 2014
It's The Simple Things That Are Important~ Written By: Christy Mccullough
Five years....five years that my life was changed forever. The day I was told and crying coming out of that office and not even knowing what exactly it was I had but knew I would have to have a lung biopsy. How could this be happening to me? What would my life be like? So many things running through my head and not knowing where to turn. I didn't even know what Interstitial Lung Disease was and what life was going to become. It took me until after the New Year to even realize what was happening and longer to tell family how bad it was.
I went through stages of denial, grief, anger. The thought of never seeing my children graduate, not being there to help my daughter pick a wedding gown, never seeing my grandchildren. Why was this happening to me? I thought my life was over. My children, family, and friends would watch me die slowly and there was nothing I could do. But I was wrong. I was not raised to give up and I have been through many things that I came out of and I would keep fighting not for me, but for my kids. To know that mama doesn't give up and show them you keep fighting no matter what.
Days are not always easy. I gained weight from meds and lost my self confidence of not just as a person but as also being a woman. I can no longer breathe as easy and do things like I could. I don't like asking for help, never have. And hate when I can no longer do things as I could before without having to stop cause I can't breathe. I would never be the same person as I once was.
I found support though with family and friends and also support groups in which those people have now become like family. I can't say that it's not hard as it was but I have come to terms that one day my time will come. We all leave this world one day but somehow it's different when you know that you only have so long and there's nothing you can do about it. The one thing you do know is that you live. Live everyday. It's funny that at times I forget that I'm sick and have a moment like why am I coughing so much and remember~ oh yeah "lol"! Five years of coughing so hard you break your ribs, Five years of changing how you do things, five years to learn that it's the simple things that are important.
So many people take for granted the little things, little things as just being able to breathe. Be grateful for the little things and never take life for granted. I have made the five year mark and plan on fighting till the end. I thank God for giving me the chance to wake up and try again everyday. I thank God for the family and friends who love me and give me the strength I need at times and a husband who has done more than support me in every way everyday.
**Thank You, Christy for allowing me to share your thoughts and to help lend hope for those diagnosed with Pulmonary Fibrosis to know that it is a learning process and perhaps, somewhere within that process is a deeper understanding of the things that are truly valuable in our lives.**
~~~Breathing~~~
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Wednesday, October 22, 2014
Pulmonary Fibrosis and Panic Attacks
Over the years, I have heard many people with Pulmonary Fibrosis mention that they experience severe panic attacks. It seems understandable that this would occur because many have difficulty breathing as part of their illness. When I Google or look up panic attacks, many of the writings are geared toward people who generally have these experiences, but I cannot find much in writing or resources that specifically deal with this occurring while on oxygen and having a terminal illness.
Though panic attacks can be severely debilitating, it seems that much of the literature indicates to face the fears you have and realize that the percentage of them actually coming true is very low. With Pulmonary Fibrosis, I think this does not apply, as often the source of the panic has to do with the fear of not getting enough air, which is a very real scenario to PF patients.
I remember my husband experiencing quite a few of these attacks. Some where quite severe. He would flail his arms in desperation of getting more O2, but in reality, he was pulling the O2 out of his nose and knocking down canisters. Another time he was so desperate for more air, that although he had a portable O2 container turned on and in his noes, that he picked up the portable and began trying to suck air out of the handle itself. It was very heartbreaking to see.
As a caregiver going through this with him, I had to learn to keep calm and be very deliberate in my voice and actions. No rushing, although he was in panic mode, I could not allow myself to rush about the room. Why? If his surroundings were chaotic during these episodes, it only made the situation worse. If he could not be calm, then I had to for the both of us.
Touching him during this time had to be thought out. Rather than rubbing his back, I would place my palm flat on his back and hold it still. Everything had to come down a notch, including my voice. Speaking in a low, soft tone can be more helpful rather than an elevated voice.
Helping him to focus assisted in bringing down the heightened nature of a panic attack. If he was scared he didn't have enough air, I would put the pulse-oximeter onto his finger for both of us to check it. Getting him to look at it helped gain focus. If his SAT's were low, I turned up his O2 and gently let him know they will start rising soon. Let's watch them rise together.
These attacks sometimes came during a coughing episode, or would bring a coughing episode on. By the time they passed, all of his energy was spent. It took so much out of him to go through this. I wanted to minimize this happening and looked at the different scenarios in which they occurred in the past. I tried to notice patterns.
I noticed that many of them occurred before his showers. Showering becomes a difficult task for someone with PF. The moisture and steam in the air, the use of your arms to lather, the slipperiness of the tub, the water on the floor, the energy used to dry off, all become monumental. There was no such thing as a quick shower anymore. Understanding that and blocking out an appropriate amount of time eased the task. As a caregiver, making sure everything was ready for him also helped.
We were provided a slew of drugs while he was on hospice. One of them was a liquid dose of Larazapam. This was specifically provided to ease anxiety. In this form, it did help but was something that worked in only the short-term and the dose might be given several times a day, depending on what kind of a day he was having. At first, when all this was new to us, we administered a dose during his panic attacks as a way to help him calm down. As time passed and we recognized the patterns of his panic attacks, we realized that the best time for him to take this was prior to his shower. Before he felt the anxiety.
Everything we did had to do with preventing them in the first place. Thinking ahead of any given situation, allowing the proper amount of time and preparing in advance seemed to help the most. As he changed, we were flexible enough to change the preparations to assist his needs.
Everybody is different. One thing I noticed and found rather unexpected, was that Morphine worked the opposite than what we thought it would do. We thought it would help with his pains and help him to relax. It did help with pain, although I noticed a pattern with that as well. His form was a liquid Morphine taken orally. At first administration, he would become somewhat sleepy, so we found that, for him, taking it after a shower and lunch would allow for a nice little nap. I noticed that after an hour or two, he would become restless in his sleep and literally wake up in a panic. While he was at this period, he suddenly felt he needed 5 things all at once and at first, not seeing the pattern of his reaction to this drug, I would run around the room trying to satisfy his every need. It took a little time to recognize this pattern and having something soothing for him when he awoke, such as a cup of tea, seemed to decrease this.
I have also read that certain foods may increase the possibility of panic attacks. Too much sugar or caffeine might bring them on more frequently.
Much of this is written from a caregiver's standpoint, yet, there are many people with PF who experience this and do not have any assistance. This can be very frightening. It might be a good idea to visit with your doctor to discuss these attacks if they are too frequent, or preventing you from daily enjoyment. My husband was not on an anti-depressant, although some people say that this has helped them a great deal. Having a phone near-by or discussing this with your friends or family may give you additional support. Of course, learning to change your focus from what is causing the panic to something else would help, but is one of the hardest things to do.
Here are some links that may provide further insight (I will put a question mark after each topic, because not all of these will be helpful to everyone, but, maybe there is one for you.) Be sure to speak with your doctor regarding any questions you may have before starting medications or natural supplements.
Meditation?
Harvard Yoga Scientists Find Proof of Meditation Benefit - http://www.bloomberg.com/news/2013-11-22/harvard-yoga-scientists-find-proof-of-meditation-benefit.html
Tea?
Best Teas For Stress and Anxiety- http://www.doctoroz.com/article/best-teas-stress-and-anxiety
Points of Focus?
How To Stop Panic Attacks- http://www.healthyplace.com/anxiety-panic/panic-disorder/how-to-stop-panic-attacks-and-prevent-panic-attacks/
Diet?
9 Foods That Help or Hurt Anxiety- http://www.everydayhealth.com/anxiety-pictures/anxiety-foods-that-help-foods-that-hurt-0118.aspx
Pharmacy?
Drug options for treating Anxiety/ Depression- http://www.webmd.com/anxiety-panic/
Herbal?
19 Natural Remedies for Anxiety- http://www.health.com/health/gallery/0,,20669377,00.html
Peer Support?
Pulmonary Fibrosis Foundation Support Groups- http://www.pulmonaryfibrosis.org/life-with-pf/support-groups
Monday, September 29, 2014
Can I get paid to be a family caregiver?
In my particular state, I was told in order to receive a wage to be my husband's full-time caregiver, we would have to do two things: A) get a divorce B) live in separate homes. I really never thought that made much sense. Perhaps, your situation is different. The link below offers some good places to start if you find yourself caring for a loved one.
This site is wonderful for anyone who is a caregiver. Great information and support, so please feel free to visit them.
Sunday, September 28, 2014
Information on Managing your symptoms of Idiopathic Pulmonary Fibrosis~ via; Lungs and You
This article is via; Lungs and You, please check out their website for more great information at: www.lungsandyou.com
There are no FDA-approved medicines that treat IPF. However there is a good deal of research being performed and several clinical trials are underway to investigate potential treatments for IPF. These treatments are experimental and the impact they have on the course of IPF is currently being studied.
Despite the lack of medicines approved to treat IPF, there are still things you can do to help manage IPF symptoms and try to sustain your ability to perform daily activities for as long as possible.
The approaches used to manage the symptoms of IPF are designed to meet each patient’s unique needs. Every person’s medical history is different. In addition, people with IPF frequently suffer from other medical conditions. These other conditions may have an impact on the course of IPF (See "Managing other conditions" below.)
It’s also important to remember that each patient experiences IPF differently, and while some people with IPF don’t live long after getting their diagnosis, others may live longer than the often-quoted averages. Working together, you and your doctor can develop a plan to help you manage your symptoms in an effort to sustain your ability to participate in daily activities for as long as possible. Common approaches to managing IPF symptoms are listed below.
Summary of options for managing IPF symptoms
![]() | Pulmonary Rehabilitation | Includes a range of conditioning and breathing exercises The goal is to help patients function to the best of their ability |
![]() | Oxygen Therapy | Recommended for patients who have low oxygen levels May help reduce breathlessness, enabling the patient to take part in pulmonary rehab exercises |
![]() | Lung Transplant | Can improve both life expectancy and ability to participate in daily activities Reserved for patients who have no other significant health problems, such as cancer; heart, liver, or kidney disease; or chronic infection, among others IPF is now the leading reason for lung transplantation in the US Lung transplantation has significant risks, including illness or fatality from the surgical procedure itself, infection, and cancer due to the use of drugs that suppress the immune system; you should discuss these risks with your doctor before considering a lung transplant |
![]() | Clinical Trials | Taking part in clinical trials may be an option for some people with IPF Talk with your healthcare team about your condition and your options |
Managing other conditions
As mentioned above, it is common for people with IPF to also have other medical conditions (called “comorbidities”). These may include obesity, diabetes, pulmonary hypertension, obstructive sleep apnea, coronary artery disease, and emphysema.
These conditions will often require their own treatments and medicines. They may even have an impact on the course of IPF. Remember to always take your medicines as prescribed by your doctor.
If you have any questions about other health conditions you have, or the medicines you are taking for them, be sure to talk to your doctor.
Saturday, September 27, 2014
What Would We Do Without Support?
I wonder where I would be without finding the support of someone who understands? ~Breathing
Find your support group by clicking the link below.
Don't have one in your area? Contact the Pulmonary Fibrosis Foundation and find out how to get started. There are also many groups provided online.
Friday, September 26, 2014
Rapid Progressors Speed to End Stage Pulmonary Fibrosis
Published: May 31, 2007

By Crystal Phend , Staff Writer, MedPage Today
Reviewed by Zalman S. Agus, MD; Emeritus Professor at the University of Pennsylvania School of Medicine
MEXICO CITY, May 31 -- A difference in genetic patterns may explain why some idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis patients, especially men who smoke, die more quickly after diagnosis than others do.
These rapid progressors were 6.5-fold more likely to be men and seven-fold more likely to have been smokers than slow progressors, found Moisés Selman, M.D., of the Instituto Nacional de Enfermedades Respiratorias here, and colleagues.
In the retrospective study, gene expression patterns differed between fast and slow progressors, implying biologically-distinct phenotypes of the disease, they wrote online in the journal Public Library of Science ONE.
The findings suggest that physicians should pay more attention to the time of onset of symptoms to identify these patients who are at greater risk, they said.
Most idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis patients have symptoms long before diagnosis, then slowly progress, with death coming within five years of diagnosis, they noted.
But, they said, distinct patterns of disease progression have become increasingly clear clinically.
To characterize these patterns, the researchers reviewed the charts of 167 consecutive patients with the disease who were evaluated at a single center between 1995 and 2004. Seven healthy volunteers as well as lung samples from autopsies were also studied as controls for immunohistochemistry, cellular and genetic profiling.
Rapid progressors were defined as those with no more than six months of symptoms before seeking medical attention.
From symptom onset, these 26 patients had a median follow-up of 13.5 months and median survival of 27 months. From diagnosis, median follow-up was 10 months and survival was 25 months.
Slow progressors were defined as those with at least 24 months of symptoms before presentation.
From symptom onset, these 88 patients had a median follow-up of 60.5 months and median survival of 93 months. From diagnosis, median follow-up was 17 months and median survival was 32 months.
In a multivariate analysis, significant factors in survival among the overall cohort included time from symptom onset to first consult, smoking, male gender, and lung function as measured by forced vital capacity.
Among the 80% to 85% of patients with known vital status, rapid progressors had significantly lower survival rates than slow progressors (hazard ratio 9.0, 95% confidence interval 4.48 to 18.3, P<0.001) or intermediate progressors (P=0.045).
Mortality determined from the time of diagnosis also tended to be higher in the rapid progressors (HR 1.5, 95% CI 0.81 to 2.87, P=0.18).
Among rapid progressors, significantly more patients were:
- Male (odds ratio 6.5, 95% CI 1.4 to 29.5, P=0.006).
- Ever smokers (OR 3.04, 95% CI 1.1 to 8.3, P=0.04).
- Current smokers (OR 7.1, 95% CI 1.2 to 40.9, P=0.02)
These rapid progressors, though, were not simply patients presenting at a different stage of disease or an acute exacerbation, the researchers said. Their physiologic, radiologic, and histopathologic parameters were similar to those of slow progressors.
Socioeconomic and educational background -- which can influence when patients seek treatment -- as well as initial treatment were similar between groups, they said. And there were no differences between rapid and slow progressors in pack-years smoked.
Nor were there baseline differences in age, lung function alterations, oxygen saturation, extent of changes seen on high resolution computed tomography, or bronchoalveolar lavage cellular profile, the researchers noted.
Lung biopsies done on 31% of patients showed no differences in baseline morphology for interstitial inflammation, pulmonary hypertension changes, smooth muscle hyperplasia, type 2 cell hyperplasia, or extent of fibrosis or honeycombing.
However, Dr. Selman wrote, there were important differences showing that "rapid progressors appear to represent a distinct biological phenotype among patients with idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis."
In a global gene expression analysis in a subset of patients, the researchers found that 437 genes were expressed differently between groups.
Rapid progressors overexpressed genes involved in morphogenesis, oxidative stress, migration and proliferation, and fibroblast and smooth muscle cell function.
This upregulation was seen on immunohistochemistry for the adenosine-2B receptor, which is involved in a key process of fibrotic remodeling, and prominin-1/CD133, which is found in hematopoietic stem cells and embryonic epithelium.
Furthermore, bronchoalveolar lavage showed that rapid progressors had more than a twofold increase in active matrix metalloproteinase-9, which may contribute to abnormal tissue repair and remodeling, compared with slow progressors.
Rapid progressors also had higher fibroblast migration than slow progressors (238% versus 123%, P<0.05) or controls (238% versus 30%, P<0.01).
While these subgroup studies were of limited size, "the relatively stringent selection of genes, the protein verification by immunohistochemistry on additional samples, and the biological relevance of the genes suggest that our results are biologically meaningful," the investigators wrote.
They also noted, however, that their study was preliminary and limited by retrospective data collection and dependence on patient recall of symptom duration.
However, "taken together with reports of the impact of acute exacerbations of idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis on morbidity and mortality, our results further highlight the variability in the progression and outcome of [the disease]," they concluded.
"These findings may explain, in part, the difficulty in obtaining significant and reproducible results in studies of therapeutic interventions in patients with idiopathic pulmonary fibrosis," they added.
The study was partially supported by a grant from the Universidad Nacional Autónoma de México. One of the researchers was supported by grants from the National Institutes of Health and by a donation from the Simmons family. The researchers reported no conflicts of interest. |
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