Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Still Crazy After All These Years

Have you ever entertained the idea of just going nuts?

I've often felt so overwhelmed that I thought about "Just Losing It".  So, sometimes I fantasize on the luxuriousness of the idea.... Hmmmm.  Maybe the first thing I would do is just put on some deep-red lipstick, all crooked and stuff.  But, no, that's not going to work, I only wear pastel lip gloss and if I have to go to the store to buy my supplies of lipstick -then forget about it.

Then, I thought, well... I could run down my street, naked.  First, I have to wonder, where would my running destination be?  Also, I really need to do some crunches before this escapade.  Too much work. 

I do talk to myself, in first person, though.  Yes, I answer myself, but that is good, too.  Sometimes, I am my own best friend.  So, that doesn't count. 

How else shall I go just, absolutely, nuts?

I thought about developing a twitch in both my left-side shoulder and eye.  That would be a fun one.  Especially on public transportation, or at Wal-Mart.  But, it takes a whole bunch of physical effort to do so all day, which seems extremely difficult and taxing on the body.

I figure, If I have to plan my crazy-ness, then it's not meant to be.  At least, not at the moment.  It should be something I don't have to think about or even realize is occurring, right? 

So, I rebel.  Big time!  I stay up way later than one should on a work night. Sometimes, I garden without gloves... that's right!  I really get in there with the dirt and my fingernails. 

For the most part, I tell all of you my real feelings...Now, is that nuts or what?
How do you really let it loose?

1 comment:

  1. I remember the days when I contemplated either 'going crazy' or committing a crime that would get me jail time. Being locked in a room with books to read, TV to watch, and no responsibilities seemed like Heaven. Unfortunately only Heaven seems like Heaven, so I just endured and tried to bloom where I was planted. Sometimes it evens works!!